I often dream so intensely that I wake up overwhelmed by the emotions of sleep--because that's what my dreams are: pure emotions manifest, void of reason.
So angered that I don't want to speak to someone for days
So ecstatic that I can't relax my smile-muscles until they start to ache
So melancholy that I cry myself back to sleep
So convinced that no matter how I imaginary I know the dream to be, no matter how many times I repudiate the events, I still can't shake the feeling.
It's a scary thing. So much so that some nights I'm fearful to fall asleep, knowing what's been on my mind that day, however irrationally or even facetiously, and knowing that those are the things that I'm prone to wake up consumed with.
I never thought sharing these dreams to be a good idea, because they're almost always unfair to others' character and harmful to relationships if taken as true to my mindset.
I don't want to have to learn for certain from experience that truth.
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